I got to see Sean and meet his wife. Apparently it had been twelve years since we’ve seen each other. It all seem so familiar and unfamiliar at the same time. It was pleasant, refreshing and I’m really happy I had the opportunity to see them.
I still needed rest.
But there was work conflict… and colleagues running their mouth… so I was far from it. It was so frustrating that it made me cry. I’m embarrassed that friends had to see me like that. But it’s fine. I needed to stand up for myself. I’m so sick of being pushed over and surrounding myself with “fuck that bitch” attitude. If you have a problem, say it to my fucking face. Fuck, man. Forget it.
I aspire to be in a work environment where I can continue to learn and grow as a person and this environment is not it. I’m happy to be leaving the convention world for a while. I’m happy to finally step away and spend more time and energy on myself.
I missed my flight and I had to book a new one… I’ve been spending my day and night killing time in airports…
but it’s all over now. I know I can rest soon.